Thursday, January 22, 2009

Self Esteem


I do not have a single problem with my self esteem. 

So therefor I go and search for my name on my mother's blog. I get very upset when it tells me there are no matches. I scream, or want to, when I notice that the last one posted was about me being  BLOND. My reaction, it's not my fault mom and dad gave me the genes. So as you can see I can not be help reasonable for being blond.   

I get angry about the fact that it has been two months and my mother has not posted about my birthday yet. Her reaction to my outburst: Go and see how late Laura's birthday was. My answer: 1 month. 

I have no problem telling every person that asks me if I have ever had anything to do with the Dreaded Twilight that the only interaction I will ever have with it is when I throw it in the trash. After shredding it to pieces.  

I don't mind running around trying to murder ( I had a friend who found it odd that I and some friends, you know who you are, use that phrase to  show that we are angry. We have still not succeeded in hurting anyone too horribly, yet.) friends for reasons I can't even remember.  Is that holding  a grudge or just being blond.  

One single problem that I have: I don't have the confidence to blog about my achievements, birthday, plays, writing, etc, etc.

Is that Self esteem?  

Discuss!

2 comments:

Windy said...

I also haven't blogged about my birthday and that was 6 months ago!

Not wanting to discuss your successes could also be termed humility or modesty, but your blog should be a place where people can get to know the real you (especially relatives and friends who don't get to be around you very often) and so I know they'd LOVE to hear about all of the great things you do!

-Mom

Emily said...

I love the praise Mom. Flattery will work one day. The birthday post was great though.

Em